eli8701

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About eli8701

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Philippines
Deviant for 18 years

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Favourite genre of music: Melodic Metal, J-rock, J-pop, Techno music
Favourite style of art: I call it......Myself...
MP3 player of choice: Uh...I have an Mp4 CD-R KING
Favourite cartoon character: Rockman
Personal Quote: Your ultimate masterpiece is how you fight and whom you wish dedicate it

Favourite Visual Artist

Tetsuya Nomura, Kazuma Kaneko, Takayuki Yanase, Stan Lee, Todd Mcfarlane

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Imperanon, Kagrra, Children of Bodom, Gackt, Hyde, Larc-en-ciel, Malice Mizer, Machinae Supremacy

Favourite Writers

Alexander Dumas

Favourite Games

It's hard to say....

Tools of the Trade

Black inked Ball pen

Other Interests

Mecha, Anime, 2D girls, eye-candy things

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eli8701

Jan 27, 2012

3400 pesos worth.

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Sometimes i cant wonder why i have so much hatred in me. I had so much I just want to go berserk and everyone would fear me. I always had the impression that i always dont get what i want but there are some that does even if they are weaker and undeserving than me. Is the weight of loss that greater than gain? Is equivalent exchange even true? Am I just shackled by God's cruel fate? How can failures empower me? Nomatter how I try i always go down. And no matter how I vent, they always attack me and prevent me from saying the facts of why am I so weak. No matter how much I practice on the things that I want like drawing and gaming. If I alwa